What a day and I haven't even started my homework.

Today, different things have happened that have caused me to contemplate things in life.

First of all, my faith. I am so grateful for all that Christ has done in my life. It doesn't seem to matter how often I run from his will or spit in his face with my actions, he is always there, arms open, ready for my return.

I don't understand why he has blessed me like he has. I don't deserve the life, family and ministry he has given me. I don't deserve to have had this radical change that he brought into my life, even if sometimes I do look back over my shoulder... I look forward to the day that looking back will not happen anymore.

I'm so amazed that he uses me to teach teens about his word, and beyond that, they actually listen and dig what I have to say! How incredible!

I am also so grateful for my family. Both for my family back in Canada and the U.S., but especially for Dena and Micaiah. Each day I wake up an see there faces, I am reminded that I am not doing this missions thing alone, rather God has supplied me with this awesome ministry team. I hope that I will never take them forgranted or think that my ministry in a church or with a certain group is more important than my ministry in my home.

I've been thinking on a few other things, but I think that's all I'll put for now.